What a sweet afternoon
4th of july, independence day
Girl guts are on the news and we’re at your friends house
celebrating
You’re out back by the tennis court
A pool shivers as you
toe around the shallow end
You can’t get your hair wet
You’re too pretty for that,
I know
There’s white wine in my coffee cup
and the light is falling down
cause nothing goes my way
Tongue, lips, kiss it
Hard to resist
I know you want it
and you know they can see us
you know they can see us
Good boy
Good boy
Good boy
you taste like kumquats
and you’re talking about the future
and biting my lip
and i’m not listening to you
you taste like kumquats
and you’re talking about the future
and biting my lip
and i’m not listening to you
get off me , they can see us
you taste like kumquats
and you’re talking about the future
and biting my lip
and i’m not listening to you
and you know they can see us
get off me, they can see us
you know they can see us
Hollywoodrot unreleased
Put me on the silver screen
Give me girls and guns and booze
Give me love, give me a dream
I’ll take anything you choose
Speed me up babe, slow me down
Send me toward the moon
Dust me off, buy a round
Spend it all before you lose it
Give me no and I’ll take yes
Give me all that you got
Where’s the Hollywood in you, baby?
Shoot the Hollywood shot
Tower over and come in hot
Hollywood mediocre, Hollywoodrot
Hollywoodrot
Hollywoodrot
Buy a home they built in May
Throw a sign up at your door
Welcome one, welcome all
A poor man’s rich is a rich man’s poor
Give me no and I’ll take yes
Give me all that you got
Where’s the Hollywood in you, baby?
Shoot the Hollywood shot
Tower over and come in hot
Hollywood mediocre, Hollywoodrot
Hollywoodrot, Hollywoodrot
Hold her like you choke her
Hollywood clot
Hollywoodrot
Dogtag unreleased
I’ve got your name around my neck
I’m down on all fours
You beckon me back, im running in circles
Waiting outside your door
Cause I come when im called
Sprawled out
Asleep at your feet, your heart in my teeth
Your fingers inside my mouth
I want you to wash me, clean me, clothe me
Want to feel like i know you,
knew you, who you were when you
kicked me away
I clawed you to death, I begged you to stay
It takes a small man to do what you did
so why do you feel so big to me?
So big to me
And you put the pain in my chest
and I’m fighting it off
cause i know you were just doing your best
doing your best
I let you in
I held you down
You lifted me up
When I would drown
So throw a bitch a bone and tell me what I did
I’ll be good just let me in
Let me in
Let me in
Let me in
Let me in
Let me in
Let me in
Let me in
You’re grasping at straws
I’m spitting up dirt in the backyard
You get what you want
I’ll get what I need if I ask for it,
Isn’t that what you said?
Swim in my head, light me aflame
Close my mouth like a fist
Leave me for dead or sharpen your aim
I’ve got a bone to pick
What do you want from me?
I’ve done everything you said
Let me go, let me go, let me go!
What do you want from me?
I’ve done everything you said
Let me go, let me go, please let me go
It’s the honeymoon phase
And you’ve only got yourself to blame ‘cause
I’ve been waiting all patiently
playing along to a game I was destined to lose
You choose
Swim in my head, light me aflame
Close my mouth like a fist
Leave me for dead or sharpen your aim
I’ve got a bone to pick
What do you want from me?
I’ve done everything you said
Let me go, let me go, let me go!
What do you want from me?
I’ve done everything you said
Let me go, let me go, let me go!
Split Apple unreleased
My heart is dead as dirt, a dove at your door
You think that I look better with my clothes on the floor
So I come in and do as you please
Cause I like how you feel between my knees
I’m tied up in your sheets half past ten
Acting like I know your middle name
Over and over and over again
I leave my mark wrapped around your neck
As you say good girl
I’m too fragile
To be bent over
Like a split apple
A woman, a dog, and a walnut tree
The better you beat ‘em, the better they’ll be
So if you want me I will do what you need,
I’ll do what you want me if you tell me that you love me
Cause I’m a good girl
I’m too fragile
To be bent over
Like a split apple
You think you need me
And I don’t mind
You think you need me
And I don’t mind
I’m too fragile
Fragile, fragile
Fragile
Fragile!
Cause I’m a good girl
I’m too fragile
To be bent over
Like a split apple
Biterr unreleased
I wanna love but I can’t touch you
Too scared of getting caught up in your teeth
And it cuts like a dull blade
I see you every night I go to sleep
And I know I’m getting older
But I feel young, I feel alive, and I feel free
Caged up in the corner
Trying to fly without taking the leap
Put me in your mouth
I beg you, it’ll stay the same
Look me in the eye
and tell me you don’t want me to stay
You want to touch but I won’t let you
Cause I don’t want to know what they would think
I’m too stubborn, burning rubber, sit and suffering
Just kissing the inner thighs of our in-between
And you swear that it’s forever
but I promise it’ll pass
Cause nothing good
should ever feel this bad
Put me in your mouth
I dare you, it’ll stay the same
Tell me to come over just so I can ruin your day
You swear it’s fine, you swear it’s fine but you’re not listening to me
I said I’m sorry, you said you’re sorry but it’s hurting
You swear it’s fine you said it’s fine but you still love me
Now you’ve found me sitting in the worst of it all
cause I wanna know you
better
I wanna know you better
I wanna know you better
I wanna know you better
I wanna know you better
You swear it’s fine, you swear it’s fine but you still love me
You swear it’s fine, you swear it’s fine but you still love me
You swear it’s fine, you swear it’s fine but you still love me
Hold me down, like you said
Throw me under your riverbed
Watch me grow
Watch me wither
Hold me close in your winter
Keep me warm, leave me cold
Spring will come and spring will go
I’ll tie myself to you in a knot with a rope
A noose or a necklace?
A jewel in a pendant
And all that you said isn’t what you meant
And every open road is a dead-end
Hold me close, hold me distant
That’s just the way the cookie crumbles, isn’t it?
Where did the time go? it’s so limited, limited
Cut me open and gut me through
Pull me out of the residue
I didn’t know I’d have to be so intimate, intimate
With my myself, with my mind, and with you
Pull me out of the
Residue
American Spirit unreleased
Denim dolly, blue-eyed blondie
Southern California
Angeleno with a New York ego
Smoking marijuana
Skin, let me in your skin
Tobacco-toothed, steeped in soot
Outside of the venue
You don’t know who i am
but I think that I love you
Camera-ready, curated casually
in the alley where you found your family
Drinking whiskey
and howling at the moon
American Spirit, adrenaline junkie
Broke-core bitch with too much money
Spitting out your father’s silver spoon
I watch you through the keyhole and I swoon
French inhale, white whale
you leave them all speechless
Never been one for tall tales but
still believe in jesus
Down on my knees
I’m wishing upon a star
If you’d let me i’d swallow your beating heart
Come and feed me
beat and bleed me out
American Spirit, adrenaline junkie
Broke-core bitch with too much money
Spitting out your father’s silver spoon
I watch you through the keyhole and I swoon
Fin unreleased
Tension, truth be told
I met you moments ago
I didn’t even dress up
You took me to a diner and I let you
I warned I’m a force to be reckoned
Tell you a little about myself
So I cried in the car
You said you’d been published
A poet, a madman, a person
I said: I’m in love with a man who lives in London
And you just listened
You just listened
I’m in love with a man who lives in London
Oh my god, a man who lives in London
You bought my dinner
and I let you and I ate it all
I’m hungry, sick to my stomach,
I'll swallow you whole
I’m in love with a man who lives in London
Oh my god, in London
You didn’t even kiss me
You didn’t even try
You didn’t even kiss me
And I don't know why
You didn’t kiss me
You didn’t and I don't know why
You didn’t even kiss me
And I don't know why
I’m in love.
I’m in love with a man who lives in London
Oh my god, in London
You didn’t even kiss me
I think I’ve made a friend
You didn’t even kiss me
And I never saw you again
grlhood